I always feared that I would be called weak if I expressed any vulnerability. So instead, I put on a “strong” face at all times...
Whenever someone needs me as well, me being there for them gives me a sense of purpose. I remember going through all this alone and I hated it. I hated going through it alone. So if someone asks me for help,
I will help in a heartbeat. The cycle has to end somewhere, I know that cycle can end through me. That’s why I am so friendly and open to other people. Everyone comes to me now for advice.
Not sure if I am the best person to give advice always haha but idk seems to work for everyone and I enjoy helping people that way.